This week has been so good and yet so terrible. I sit here listening to tunes with a happy and gritty tone. With health issues surfacing throughout the family I feel like I cannot get a grip as to where I need to be and whom I need to support. Additionally I find myself being a incessantly terrible friend. While I know that my family is the number one priority I know that missing out on key moments in life are important to molding my world's sphere.
My week that has now come to a slow roll was culminated to hospital visits, sad dinners with the past and new encounters with people that rip the security blanket directly from my white knuckles. Words are tough to secure. Colors cannot describe.
I am not sure which way to go next for I fear that the word spoken less than perfectly can be absolutely detrimental to future encounters. So I zipper its seams, tie its loose ends and carry its contents in my pocket.....hoping that it will not tear the lining.
I feel terribly overjoyed and mightily confused at the same time. Almost like the Indian cuisine which I am about to enjoy......carefully.
Where are we now?
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