Baptized In Fire

I am baptized in fire, always melting for you. Your warmth co-mingles with mine we are drifting entwined. The heat is intense and yet I feel the temperature decline. We raged carelessly together but now its just a matter of time, before you are gone and I reign alone without you by my side. The distance between us grows, further and further I travel and feel utterly alone. Constantly reaching for you, but the inevitable stretch of my emotions becomes thinner and frayed in the ravages of time. If only by the considerable olive branch we make our efforts though now impaired by a mandatory sentencing in life's seed which remained cankered at its root. The genetic DNA has strong flaws, that even the most scientific of hands cannot repair. And while all the bandages I swallow with their taste so benign I start to feel choked by societal pressures. Do I don my veil of distain yet again, to hide from the emotions that haunt me inside. Do I swallow the pill of distance and pull back from what truth I feel? Is this a true reality I can sustain or should I withdraw from the pain, in its entirety? Can I continue to pretend the status quo is evident for the sake of the masses who consistently challenge my judgement or should I collapse into what is socially acceptable for a life of misery and tolerance. No matter how entitled I appear to be, I just pull for the desire to exist organically, with you. As they judge us, in our world we remain in distance yet together as one. I swallow deeper its not so bad now. I want to set the blaze again, and sit with our hands entwined, for the love of our passions is divine without intervention. Let's keep this fire alive.