So I suppose its safe to regard that I am not the only one that suffers in this world of dreams and reverie. Everyone wants to feel the stars explode around them. Staying awake at night is rather hard on the emotions; as this is the time that they tend to take shape never pleasing. After a night of social filibuster with some of my greatest friends a glimmer of conversation resonated true; new. New is what I desire. New is going to get me where I need to be. Harboring the old and outdated is going to leave me wedged in a world of broken dreams; I need something new. So while I ponder the past, things I did wrong, things others did wrong to me I made the executive decision that my time away from this life I lead will be spent on reflection, and contemplation about starting anew upon my return. No longer can I continue to tolerate the unacceptable because I was brought into this world for a very special purpose and when each moment lacks that feeling I am only filching from my destiny.
The one thing I can hardly desire to change is the strength and support of the amazing friends I surround myself in. They are flawless and strong. Subtle and awesome. One in particular whom I know will partake in my overseas survival.
I understand completely that I am one of the most fortunate. I have the ability to leave the world for awhile and take a look at it from the outside. Typically I dissect what the insides have to offer. I believe firmly that this time around I will not take too much time analyzing it rather boldly move the chess pieces around to where I so choose and make my moves. This is a world of dreams and reverie. Everyone wants to feel the stars explode around them; I too will have that pleasure.....very soon.
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